small goal

My goal this week is to post at least once.

Hmmmm, not about what shall I post today?

OK, other goals, I'll post about other goals. Tomorrow is my last pop day. I have one left and that's it unless direly (is this a word) needed. I know, I know, I say it all the time, but I mean it. I just need to sleep more, drink more water and suppliment that with hot tea, of which I have PLENTY!

I'd like to start walking at lunch again. The weather is getting nicer here and it's time. My butt is fitting my chair just a bit too well these days.

Oh, and for those that already know the next one, here's an update. Sometime last year, maybe early summer, I stated that I had but one goal to acheive by the end of 2006.

To get married.

Yup, that's it, just one goal. I thought, well, it's a year and a half away and I know lots of guys that have potential, at the very least, surely God will grant me this one thing.

Well, if you've read any of my blog back in Feb, I think it was, you know that plan is not going my way. While I do still know many Godly men that love the Lord and would treat their wife well as they grow old together, I don't know that any of the old growing will include me.

Am I OK with not reaching a goal. ya. I'm OK that I'm not reaching this particular goal. sorta. I mean, I don't want to just marry some guy, friend or stranger, because I can or so that I'll meet my goal, that wouldn't benefit anyone and would in fact probably be a disservice. But would I like to be growing old with one specific person as opposed to a group of friends, who I know love me and will call me out when needed? somedays that answer is a resounding yes. There are things you share with only your spouse.

I need to go, off for some girl/tea time tonight. (I KNOW! That's not really helping me get to my goal. Bite me.)